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Context:Akinari expresses despair over his lonely fate.

Akinari
MSG_000
*cough* *wheeze*
It's... starting to settle down,
I think...
...Thank you for coming. It's better
when I'm not alone.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 163 0 2]*cough* *wheeze*[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]It's... starting to settle down,[n]I think...[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 162 0 2]...Thank you for coming. It's better[n]when I'm not alone.[n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_001
Why do I have to face this alone?
...Other people don't have to deal
with this sickness.
I won't ever walk through a sunny
field again because my legs and heart
can't handle it.
...All that's left is to draw my sheets
around me and count the beats of my
heart until they stop forever.
...Why is this only happening to me?
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]Why do I have to face this alone?[n]...Other people don't have to deal[n]with this sickness.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]I won't ever walk through a sunny[n]field again because my legs and heart[n]can't handle it.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]...All that's left is to draw my sheets[n]around me and count the beats of my[n]heart until they stop forever.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 163 0 2]...Why is this only happening to me?[n][f 1 1][e]
SEL002
  • "It's like God hates you."
  • "I don't know."
  • "You aren't the only one."
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]"It's like God hates you."[e] [f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]"I don't know."[e] [f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]"You aren't the only one."[e]
Response to selection: "It's like God hates you."
Akinari
MSG_003
No kidding... Pretty twisted sense
of humor, isn't it?
There's no reason to it at all!
I was chosen at random!
...That's the worst part. There isn't
any logic to it. Just random selection.

> Akinari forced a smile.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 163 0 2]No kidding... Pretty twisted sense[n]of humor, isn't it?[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 6 1 1 0 42 11]There's no reason to it at all![n]I was chosen at random![n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]...That's the worst part. There isn't[n]any logic to it. Just random selection.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 1 5] [n][f 5 13 0 0 0]> Akinari forced a smile.[n][f 1 1][e]
Response to selection: "I don't know."
Akinari
MSG_004
Of course not. No one knows.
I don't even know.
I mean, I understand why I'm dying,
but "why" am I dying?
There isn't any meaning to life that
I can find, so perhaps I'm not
missing all that much.

> Akinari nods to himself.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]Of course not. No one knows.[n]I don't even know.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]I mean, I understand why I'm dying,[n]but "why" am I dying?[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]There isn't any meaning to life that[n]I can find, so perhaps I'm not[n]missing all that much.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 1 5] [n][f 5 13 0 5 0]> Akinari nods to himself.[n][f 1 1][e]
Response to selection: "You aren't the only one."
Akinari
MSG_005
Well logically, no. There are plenty
of people dying in the world.
...But so what? That has nothing to do
with my plight here in this hospital.
Where is there meaning in any of this?

> Akinari cried out in pain.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 163 0 2]Well logically, no. There are plenty[n]of people dying in the world.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 6 1 1 0 42 11]...But so what? That has nothing to do[n]with my plight here in this hospital.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 6 1 1 0 42 11]Where is there meaning in any of this?[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 1 5] [n][f 5 13 0 0 0]> Akinari cried out in pain.[n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_006
...I wish I could run away.
But if my body was capable of that,
I wouldn't be here anyway...
No matter what I do, my body is there
to remind me... I'm going to die.
...And there's nothing I can do!
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]...I wish I could run away.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]But if my body was capable of that,[n]I wouldn't be here anyway...[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]No matter what I do, my body is there[n]to remind me... I'm going to die.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 163 0 2]...And there's nothing I can do![n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_007
*cough* *cough* *gasp*
*sigh*
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]*cough* *cough* *gasp*[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]*sigh*[n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_008
Please don't leave... just yet...
When I'm alone... it feels like
it could end at any second.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]Please don't leave... just yet...[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]When I'm alone... it feels like[n]it could end at any second.[n][f 1 1][e]
SEL009
  • "You don't need to worry."
  • "Try not to talk so much."
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]"You don't need to worry."[e] [f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]"Try not to talk so much."[e]
Response to selection: "You don't need to worry."
Akinari
MSG_010
*wheeze* No, of course not...
I can accept it...

> Akinari nodded.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]*wheeze* No, of course not...[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]I can accept it...[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 1 5] [n][f 5 13 0 0 0]> Akinari nodded.[n][f 1 1][e]
Response to selection: "Try not to talk so much."
Akinari
MSG_011
I know, but-- *cough*
I'd like to talk... for a little
bit longer.

> Akinari tried to smile.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]I know, but-- *cough*[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 162 0 2]I'd like to talk... for a little[n]bit longer.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 1 5] [n][f 5 13 0 5 0]> Akinari tried to smile.[n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_012
I am feeling... a little better...
...So thank you.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 162 0 2]I am feeling... a little better...[n]...So thank you.[n][f 1 1][e]
MSG_013
> Your presence is comforting to
Akinari.
> Your relationship is stronger now!
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]> Your presence is comforting to[n]Akinari.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]> Your relationship is stronger now![n][f 1 1][e]
Akinari
MSG_014
...It's starting to get dark.
Don't worry, I'll be fine now...
*cough* It was good seeing you.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1][f 4 6 42 161 0 2]...It's starting to get dark.[n][f 1 1][e][f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]Don't worry, I'll be fine now...[n]*cough* It was good seeing you.[n][f 1 1][e]
MSG_015
> You decided to go back to the dorm.
[f 0 5 65278][f 2 1]> You decided to go back to the dorm.[n][f 1 1][e]

Font License Info: Agane font was used for dialogues, made byDanilo De Marco.